First, Friday

Do you have feelings for anyone?
I do not have feelings for anyone concerning a relationship, no.

Without saying names, what could you say about the last person you kissed?

You were a mistake, and I learned from it

Who was the last person you physically hit?
I probably accidentally hit someone

Do you think things will change in the next few months?
Everything always changes!

What song are you currently listening now?
Back Burner by August Burns Red

Is there someone that knows everything or almost everything about you? 
My Step-mummy and Dad know almost everything about me

What is your opinion on late night phone calls?
I don’t late night phone calls unless:

~ It’s someone I do not want to talk to (e.g. prank callers, telemarketers)

~ I’m sleeping

Have you cried in the last week?
Yes, I have

Something you really want right now?
To be able to scoop everything out of my stomach and be empty

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Most likely not

How many people can you trust with just about everything?
Not many, if any

Where is the one guy you want to see the most right now?
In Aldinga

The person you had the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
No, because I’m a heartless bitch

Lol jks seriously what kind of question is this, of course I’d care

Ever had a boy best friend?
Yes, and I lost him, that’s okay though, he’s much happier now and that’s all that matters

You never know what you got until you lose it? True or false?
IMO: You don’t appreciate what you have as much as you should until you lose it

How’s your life lately? Right now?
Awesome.

Do you reply to all of your texts?
Yes, then I delete them

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
I had water
 
Do you think you’ve changed over the past year?
Yes, a lot. More to the point; grown

When is the next time you will see any of your siblings?
Fingers crossed my brother will be home tonight. He probably won’t be, though

Are you wasting your time on someone?
I waste time on everyone

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
I’m constantly drifting

Is it possible to kiss the last person you kissed again?
No, I wouldn’t want to

What colour shirt were you wearing?
A dark grey and light grey hoodie

Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
My Dad

Do you plan on moving within a year?
Yes.

I’m currently living with my mum and she’s moving into a new house during this year

Then at the end of the year I’m hopefully moving into my Dad’s new house

Would you go out in public looking like you do right now?
Of course. IDGAF, lol

Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
I try to keep as much eye contact as possible, unless I don’t feel like talking
 

Are you single and content, single and not content, crushing, or taken?
I am content
 

Do you check your texts right away when you receive them?
I used to be obsessed with replying straight away, but now I really don’t care. If it’s urgent, people will call.

You wake up, all your hair is gone, your first reaction?
I’d probably laugh, and then sit there rubbing my clean shaved head for 20 minutes or so. I really wouldn’t care

'No one stays at the top forever'

"I try to find myself in the shadows of my room,
but I was suffocated by vacant walls,
and solitude
Knee deep and losing sleep,
can't find yourself when you've lost everything
I'm hanging off of my own words"

'No one stays at the top forever'
by 'Title Fight'

O, when songs express the feelings
you cannot piece together on your own

No mirrors, no judgement

I am going to challenge myself.
Starting tomorrow, the 28th of February, I will not look at myself in any mirror or reflective surface for a week. All I ever do when I look in the mirror is pick, and prod at myself, and the little voice in my head tells me what I need to improve on. I shouldn't feel the need to improve, I should be happy with who I am, and what I look like.

If I try to improve myself because I want people to like me, because I want a potential lover to think I look beautiful, they should love me for who I am, and not who I have to attack myself in order to try to be. I'm wearing myself away with all these, expectations of myself. 'I shouldn't have eaten that, now look, my stomachs bigger' or 'I should have washed my face more in the past week, look at my skin, it's disgusting' or 'look at my hair, it's terrible, I don't have the long luscious hair that people like'.

Fuck it. Fuck it all.
No more mirrors, no more judgments.
Just me.

Lets see how this one goes.